So far...

hmmmmm.... Last night i went to Wal-mart. When i walked in one of the lady cashiers looked me up and down. When Bruce and i went to pay for what we got, we ended up in her line. It was funny, cause she didn't look at him once and kept talkin to me and lookin at me. Then she went to put a receipt in the drew and was fidgeting. She did have pretty eyes though...

ok.... so no truck, car is still broke, i gotta pay 300 for having pets... DAMN FLCRANE! FLCRANE is the company that bruce works for and they pay for the rent, electricity, and water and all that other good stuff. So all we have to pay for is food. Of which bruce gets 250 every ten days for that alone. and now we find out we have to pay for pets.
oh i finally got my ring back. sent it to wal-mart to get re-sized, and they call us and tell us its back. so bruce goes to get it and they give him a yellow gold ring same style. he nearly gets kicked out of wal-mart and he threatens a security guy cause my ring was originally white gold. so we get 20 dollars and my ring back and the right color, style and size ( thankfully ) back. sad thing is that's the only interesting things going on in my life....

well i just got a new game, GuildWars. I am still trying to figure everything out on it. Anyways i will be going home to get my truck on monday. finally a vehicle that works. my car still doesn't work. Although i have a hard time driving the truck. No power steering. oh well at least i will have a vehicle that works. maybe now i will able to go to the coffee shop more often.

hey just a quick up-date! i finally got to see me dad again after nearly 2 years. my brother is moving to maine and i hopefully am with in year. i finally met some people down on the coast. and i'm still with bruce!!! well i gotta go catch yall later!!! bobby

I GOT A CAR!!!! Today Bruce and I Went out to look for a car for me. and we finally found one we could afford!!!! Although it does need a good paint job, it is a car and it has power stearing and air-conditioner... i never knew how much i would miss those until i started driving Bruce's truck. it's a 89 toyota camry automatic. the paint was a pale blue color but its gotten even paler... anyways i will be leaving for gautier in a couple of days.... but at least i have a vehicle i can drive around in while im down there!!!!

This past weekend was long yet fun. I finally got to get away from my roommate, Daniel. I went to the football game MSU vs. Ole Miss. MSU won and i went to a party. I think i was the only one that didnt drink enough. But i still had fun. I was kind of cornered by two guys. One i know, the other was his cousin. They begged me to go home with them. But i had plans to go home with 2 of my other friends. So they helped me keep away from those two guys. The two i went home with are dating, but i get invited over to join in sometimes. Of which is very cool for me. I dont think there was a boring moment over there.
I still live in West Point. Although we are talking about moving to Southaven. I am up for it because i have family that will accept me for who i am there. Yet i dont want to leave all of my friends down here. So i havent made a decision about it yet. Of course i do know that if Daniel leaves i will have to find somewhere else to live. I will figure it out eventually.
thanksgiving day i finally visited my family. well my grandparents and all of them. I was hoping that I would be able to have fun with them. But, of course i ended up with listening to 4 lectures and being told i have to get all of my stuff out of my grandparents attic. so i left being depressed and with a bunch of old stuff from when i moved with my mom to their house. So i ended the night with some vodka and some good sleep.

I just got to talk to someone that i barely know, but i have talked to him before. he is pretty cool and easy to talk to. yet i still don't know how well i can trust him. he seems pretty cool, but i rather be cautious and careful not to say to much. i dont want to be put in a bad situation.
anyways. since i have been kicked out i haven't had a car and i haven't been able to see my brother much. my mom finally agreed to let my brother spend the weekend with me and to let me have my car back for the weekend only. i don't know what i am going to do, but some of my friends has suggested that my brother and i spend some time with them so they could meet him. they are kind of interested in what i told them about his getting into trouble. and they think he is cool from what i have told them. i think it would be interesting seeing he and them meet and hang out some. but i still don't know if i want to do that.

update on this:
I went to a party at one of my friends house. I had fun and so did my brother. every one thought he should be my older brother. yet he is 4 years younger then me! then when i went with one of my other friends some where, the person who lived there got my brother completly fucked up. he had everclear and several shots of other stuff. so i got to watch a 15 yr old drunk then try to keep him off his skate board. then i found out it is possible to fall off of a couch while sitting down because my brother did so. the next day i had to drive from starkville back to west point and had to pull over for him a few times. but i do think he had a fun time over the weekend. he said he wants to spend the night with me again some time soon.

I have been sick for the past week. Its getting annoying to not be able to stop coughing! i have been home for a while and its also getting annoying to be continuously lookiing at the same walls and rooms. i am finally going to the doctor's office tomorrow morning. i also have to go with daniel to his appointment in ackerman. I did get to talk to my mom today at least. im glad i will finally be able to have a relationship with her again. maybe i can be accepted by the family again. but there is no telling right now. Daniel keeps trying to take my cigerettes. Its kinda funny because i catch him nearly everytime. daniel is my roommate. one of his friends is over here right now. His name is ben. he is alright i guess. they are playing poker.
i think i got sick at raine's birthday party. we were all making out... it was a game that raine and i started. ended up being lots of fun!i'm still kind of surprised about my brother getting himself in trouble. but i'm not really as shocked as i was. He always was the one to go off and do wild crap. hell he got himself kicked out of my dad's house, when he lived in maine with jimmy.

I just turned 19 yesterday. and alot of stuff happened. i got to see my family for the first time since the middle of the summer. i learned alot. my brother is going to court for being stupid and spray painting the baseball field and dugouts in louisville. he is only 15 yet he is starting to begin a rough life for himself. he has already run away twice and the cops have told him if he does it again he will be taken from my mom. hearing this on my birthday really surprised me. i wasn't expecting to hear hey your younger brother is going to be going to court!
Other that that everything is pretty good. i'm living with my best friend now. he and i have been close friends since i was 14 and he has always been there for me. i try to be there for him but its tough to be. i don't know how my grandparents would react to finding out that i live with him. they caused my mom hell when she let her boyfriends live with her. of course they will assume that daniel and i are boyfriend and girlfriend. but thats how they are.
i am withdrawing from college. i spent too much time helping friends and fixing their problems that i let my grades drop. when i finally noticed and started trying to pull them up the people i was living with kicked me out. of which was really shitty of them. my grandparents kicked me out earlier in the summer. they said it was because i didnt follow their rules. well i didnt like their church. and it didnt really didn't like me all that much. hell when i saw/see one of the youth from there they stop talking loudly and start whispering. or they just try to make me feel like shit. i'm used to it so i just move on and don't worry. i don't think all churches is like that one. but i am not returning to it anytime soon.